No doubts!! No worries!! My life is starting!!!

it is all coming together now

all the questions are being answered

no more worrying

I can take on collage now with a smile

no more doubts about what I am going to do with my life!!

YES!!!

would you like me to tell you what I will be after collage/during.

Gladly :]

Stephanie Christine Carlson will be an

Anthropologist!!!!!

it just feels so right

I have nothing to stand in my way of that

I just feel peace

life doesn't have to be a dark fuzzy thing in my way anymore

they windows have been opened and the light is shinning threw

what the heck is an Anthropologist  you say....

let me tell you :)

they travel

teach 

can be museum curators

field work (in diff countries)

they work with ancient things like papers, buildings, people ect.

write books

talk diff languages

and are just plain 

AWESOME!!!

I don't know everything that goes into this career

but I will.

I am going to know everything there is to know about this :]

it just feels so right

no doubts

none at all

I cant wait to take this on

and live my life!! :]

Love: Steph    

Stadium of Fire baby!!!

Yesterday was a kick butt day

it started off as just another Saturday

but it ended up being the one of the best days of the year!!

we went to a party at my uncles house

we swam and did usual party stuff

then they said

"so you guys want to go to the stadium of fire?"

I was like sure we always park out side of it and watch the fire works

they say...

"no. we mean in side. 3rd row form the stage."

ahhhhhhhh!!!!

it was awesome!!

here is what it looks like to be in our seats

it was the BEST!!!!

I cant wait for next year:)

(if we go)

Love: Steph

Baffled and Bamboozled

hmmmmmmmmmmm

........why?........

.....what?.............

..........he?....

.........she?.......

.............what is going on!!!.......

I don't know how to explain

you didn't tell me she was going to be there

so it was awkward

you text me while you are with her

why?

you say stuff that is fun to do

but you have a girlfriend

so you should do that fun stuff with her...right?

asdjkfldkn vierfjkdhvl!!!!

aklf;jaov rihgrekjng!!!

my head hurts from thinking about this situation I am in

what do I do ahha 

does she know that you text me??

what the heck is going on

.......but.......

........hmmmm........

..........why?..........

HALKGNPRGNKALNVORPAHJDL!!

LKNDVOPJKDFN

AVN AS;DFKJNV

my head feels like it is short circuiting

I need to figure this out

Steph

Just absolutely happy :)

I am just happy with life :)

it has been so great this past week

Swimming lessons will be done tomorrow

I going to miss my kids but I will be happy to have a break for a week

I have been putting this stuff called 'Sun in' in my hair

and it is making it look awesome!!! 

it makes me a happy camper:)

I also have been making new friends all over the place

so that is just GREAT:)

and

my skin is getting so tan!

oh yes!!!

 I have been waiting for this for ever

I love the sun and it loves me

(except when we get in fights and it burns me)

hahha

I am loving life:)

Love:Steph

Cameron!!!!

Just a quick thing....... I have love

he is an amazing love

he is so cute and so cool!!

he is on the Glee Project

and I am in love

also his name is Cameron which just adds to him bing my love:)

this one is my wall paper on my phone :) 

this is my love

oh yes:) :)

well i just wanted to tell you so....yeah:)

love steph

1950's and 40's how I love you

if I could live in a different time it would be the lovely  40's and 50's

I love the clothing

the music

the movies 

       the pictures

       the books

Everything from then

I don't know what it is but I just love this time

it just make me a happy girl :)

sometimes I really wish I could live then 

here is why: 

I like the late 40's and early 50's 

(this is a way good movie)

I love all the oldie movies:)

I can't remember all of them but these are just a few

mmmmmm this makes me happy :)

well thats all for now

Love: Steph

Things I ponder

My head was full of questions last night
some of them I could answer but there are others
that bring even more questions....

here are some of them:

where will I being going to collage?
what do I want to do with my life after/during collage?
will I be a good student council member?
why do I have a fungus growing on my foot? (I really do ahha. sick.)
will I go on a mission?
will I ever reach that goal of a six pack? ahah
who are my friends?
where will I be in 6 years?
who the heck am I going to marry? ( this one is always on my mind ahahah)
who would I be with out my family and friends?
why do I remind my sister Jessica of the Cheshire cat?
what is the big plan for Stephanie Carlson?

I think I can answer only like 3 of these...

I believe I will be going to UVU. but I am not totally sure yet but I think I will go there. After that I have no idea.

I think the Fungus is from me teaching swimming lessons. There must be some thing in the water that got into my skin that made an infection. But I cant be sure. It itches.

Me and Sarah talked about who are friends are last night and we aren't really sure ahahah. Well there is Annie, Camille, and other girls but who are our guy friends ahah? We have a plan to figure that out by the beginning of the school year.

I would be lost with out my family and friends. End of story.

My other questions just make my head spin ahahha. But I guess one day they will be answered....except for the Cheshire cat one...I just don't understand that ahahah

well thats all for now
have a great day:)

Love: Steph